is it worth the sacrifice?

...we've set the target to become not only the top b-school in Malaysia but one of the World top 100 by 2015...it's quite an ambitious dream...but I’m confident we can do it...so we all work very hard since beginning of the year...all the planning, execution and changes to the way we run our school really suck up my energy...i ignored the headache and back pain i felt over the last few weeks just to make sure everything runs as planned...suddenly i felt unusual headache last Thursday...and i just can't standing proper...went to the clinic to find out that my BP has shot up pretty high...took rest on Friday and Saturday to ease the BP...went to clinic again on Sunday to do full medical check-up...BP still didn't go down....worse ECG result showed weird pattern...gosh this is serious....consulted heart specialist...Alhamdulillah no blocking but the heart muscle is thicker than the normal size...was advised to take few days break...so i switched off the phone and went back to Kelantan....just relax...it is not worth the sacrifice...remember one of my colleagues told me few weeks ago...'be selfish sometimes...don't work too hard...you must learn to let go'...hmm i guess I have to follow his advice...